May 10, 2014
I feel sad. I had my d&c for the molar pregnancy April 23rd. I've been so sad!! There has been a few mornings I have woke up and cried! I am trying to stay strong. I know there was no baby, no heart beat, nothing that was a baby. But I feel like I did lose a baby. I have been trying to cope with everything. I'm trying to accept everything
But it's hard. My doctor says I can't try for over a year!!! A YEAR, SERIOUSLY! ! I have to do weekly blood test for 3 months. The doctor says if my hcg is low enough after 3 months I can go down to monthly.
I am very happy and blessed to have a beautiful 3 year old. I just find it hard to figure out why I had a molar pregnancy. I felt like I wad ready. But maybe God thought different.