Jul 01, 2014
Today is July 1 2014. AND I have a Not-So-Good-Heart!!
I had not been feeling to good and I am around 2 months shy of 2 years. I knew it would take me this long to balance out up stairs in the Brain, so I excepted this. I also had those Hot-Flashes and Bad Sweats cycle back around after all these Years. So I see a Dr who specializes in HRT in a Natural way Monday. However, I was not sure WHY I was having shortness of Breath and Pain in the middle of my Chest.
I took a friend to see the Dr today at the same building my Dr is at. As I was there I got scared of the way I was feeling and asked if my Dr was in, well he was not! I told them what was up and they threw me in a room with a Dr and hooked me up to the EKG. OK..Now I have to go to the Hospital for some more intense test, and one being the treadmill hooked up to the Ego-Gram..(if I said this right). This is ALL I need right now..I think I have had my share of Pain/Hurt for the Past months..lol
I know it is my own fault for taking these drugs that always got me SO wired up..Those pumped my Heart Hard. Then when I came clean off those 3 meds, this pumped my Heart so hard and for so long, that I thought I was going to have a Heart Attack. Then I had lost most of my Family in those 3 months, that just Broke my Heart.
NOW..The Biggest right now is my Smoking Cigs. I did not even start smoking until my late 30s. I do not smoke that much now due to not being so wired up all the time. The Cigs have to GO or I will DIE! Just like our drugs/booze that will soon destroy us. I know I can Eat right & take some good vit/min to help with my healing, but I still am so scared of what damage I might have already done..Maybe it is not going to be that bad. I just know NOW that I have to do YET some more Changes regarding my Life Style..Changes, Changes and more Changes seems to be all I have been doing for the best..I just Pray to God that everything will be just fine..It is NOT my time to go yet!
SO..I sure could use some Prayers right now and so can my Hub..This has got him really scared.
We have just lost to many this Year & Last that his heart could not take any more Bad news either.
Please Pray for this Ol Heart to Heal..lol
Bless U ALL