Jul 06, 2014
Alfie would have been 11 years old today. I miss him a lot.
My 2 weeks annual leave has just started. Of course my boss has cut me £50 short. Im glad to be off. I thought work couldnt get Any worse but suprise suprise, it does. The shop girls keep reporting back to my boss and saying i have an attitude towards them. Truth is, my hours got cut in half so all the little favours i used to do for them...i just dont have time to do anymore. I have four hours a day to decorate all pastry products and do Any birthday cakes for that day. Every minute is rushed and stressful and focus entirely on my work. Before my hours got cut I helped the girls fill the fridge with soft drinks, answer the phones and load the shop up. But i just cant anymore in the hours i have to work with. My boss doesnt pay me overtime. So this is what my apparent 'attitude' is.
I feel like i should be happy to be off but i just feel depressed and run down. My optimism is gone.
S had to go home tonight because his ADD is just out of control lately. Its like sitting with a completely different person.
I just wanted to get this down to get and FEEL something but ive got nothing right now.