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Jul 16, 2014 - 0 comments
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I had written some of this list of pros and cons list of my addiction to codeine about a year ago, when I needed to visualise and understand to my self was there more cons then pros or will it be all good.

I've updated the list and it's a 20/3 cons to pros, and this is without thinking about it just want came to me. Just wanted to put it up help otherwise realise and keep on this sober path of real life..

Cons
Damage to health liver, kidneys, stomach
Not able to wake up on time for work
Will fail drug test if tested at work
Running out / supply
Constipated then diarrhea
Headaches

Withdrawals
-Runs
-No energy
-Sweats
-Hot & Cold
-leg pains
-sleeplessness for weeks +
-flu like sickness
-Days off work
-Depression
-Body aches

Feeling tired a lot of the time
Sweating increased
Not eating right
low concentration
itching
increased body temp (feeling hot while high)
Increasing dose to get some feeling
No lunch times or leisure time
Constant search for chemists
Work performance issues missing & forgetting things to action
Sore eyes in the evening & morning
Missing phone calls, forgetting to call family back for weeks
Costing money
Withdrawing from society and friends

Pros
Slight good feeling if having big enough
Thrill of obtaining it
Keeping withdrawals away

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