May 22, 2008
Today was day 4 of cold turkey and I messed up ROYALLY! I am so angry with myself. In short (because I've written it several times already) I relapsed because I have no self control. My sister offered me something (not knowing about my problem) and I took it without a second thought. Of course, now I am having second thoughts and tried to make myself sick but couldn't. SO. . . tomorrow will be day 1 all over again. . .