Sep 05, 2009
Oh I just can't take it anymore. I made myself go to the pool yesterday afternoon when I was desperate to lie down.
It was great to see my friends and catch up, despite feeling tired and head-achey. But it made me realise just how much I'm missing out on because of this Condition. Whatever the hell it is.
I actually ended up unable to sleep last night. Wired but Tired. I felt weary, but happy this morning. Probably because Shim woke me up with tea and toast in bed. I tried to nap after because I was so tired, but it wouldn't happen. Damn. Now I've gone the other way!
I staggered out of bed and down to see the kids at 11. I lay on the couch until 3, then my headache and weariness in my body was so bad that I went to bed for 4 hours. Instead of going to the pool like I'd wanted to.
When will this boring, monotonous, achey exhaustion ever stop. What's going to help me? I'm looking down the Thyroid, CFS and Sleep Disorders routes. Which of them holds the key to my recovery?