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I need to go upstairs

Sep 10, 2009 - 0 comments
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TIME

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wet hair

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shower

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school

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homework

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bad dream

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spider

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Anxiety

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Community Night

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culinary arts

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vocational

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butter

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cream cheese

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Reflux

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meatballs

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whorchester

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pb&j

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school picture day

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cereal

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fat

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Why do I do this?! Where does the time go!? My hairs wet still. I went to school and whatnot. It was boring and still. I have homework and whatever. I took a nap because I can't even keep myself awake on my own time, now. I dreamt of a spider climbed around and around a girls head, and I tried to crush it with my shoe, and it climbed on me and I fell in a pool and my pants were gone and then I dreamt my brother came in to wake me up and I screamed BOO, but then woke up and realized he didn't. Missed dinner. Went to Community Night at my voc. So yeah. Was only there a little while.

They changed the butter at my school lunch and it's gross. I hate it. So I can only have cream cheese. They also changed the bagels, and goodness, they upset my refluz now, all day. It's really, really painful. They also changed the sauce on the meatballs- which upset my reflux as well, but atleast I enjoyed them. Now it's just as much reflux for no yummy. YUCK. I'M MAD. I also hate the smell of barbecue sauce. Worchester in particular. The word itself makes me heave, compeltely literally, because I was once dared to drink a cup of it. So I downed it. Last time I uninhibidattely downed anything. First time I almost threw up in front of an entire room of people. I hate that smell. End. And in conclusion I'm bringing a lunch tomarrow. It's picture day. I wanted a bowl of cereal. I'm looked quite fat today, since I'm only at 119, hair wet, fully clothed, full of food.

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