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addiction pain meds and benzos

Sep 24, 2009 - 0 comments

all days

today i am clean. i am trying to read on forums and remind myself where i came from. i went through my sons friend dying from a four wheeler wreck about two weeks ago and i went through with no mind altering drugs!!!!!!!  I still think about a lortab but i have not used. i made it through!!!!!! i still have a hard time knowing i made it without using. i used everyday for over 6 yrs. i used for pretty days, rainy days, birthdays, schooldays,weekend days, church days, football days, race days, all days!!!!

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