Oct 24, 2014
Was fired last week. Somewhat relieved. My only problem is I have no one my age to talk to other than my brother and sister. All my 'friends' are really faint aquaintances. The kind who rarely answer a text or phone call, but are quick to excuse themselves for any fault. I don't go around accusing everyone anymore, but sometimes I really wish I could. I am not going to wait around to be the puzzle-piece friend in someone's life-- only allowed around when it's a good fit.
I got in a car accident almost two weeks ago. Today I saw a lawyer, as I'm not planning on going along with the low-ball settlement their insurance will try to give me. I t-boned someone who should have given me the right of way on a busy road.
I continue to go to my Faithful Recovery meetings. I feel so connected with those people the hour or so I am there. It seems so different than AA. I wish I could just find someone in the world for me. I rarely find anyone around me I feel like I can connect with. Being alone in my apartment is driving me insane.
That's all, folks.