Dec 07, 2014
Go see the Doctor tomorrow at ten, thank God. My legs are the thing that has been bothering me the most! And my back when I am laying down. I will be so glad, maybe then I will feel like getting out and doing my Christmas shopping. I have to feel pretty good to brave the mall, maybe I will stick with Ross. They always have nice gift sets that don't break the bank.
I know I have a degenerating spine, my question is how fast does it do that. I know it is worst this year than it was last year.
My brother with MS got a wheelchair! A real nice fast one, I am so happy for him, he asks for so little and never complains. He won't ever admit to having any pain, but we all know, he does. I love my brother so much.
My anxiety still suks but I have chosen to ignore it. F-it. If I don't stay out of my Xanax then I suffer period, my fault. Every month I vow to do better and this month is no different. If I feel compelled to take another I am going to remember back to what I have to go through without them, and believe me its no fing picnic, not even a snack!!
My heart breaks for the animals as usual. its almost unbearable to think about, so I choose not to. God Bless Us ALL.