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Pain relief in sight. Yeah!!

Dec 07, 2014 - 4 comments

Go see the Doctor tomorrow at ten, thank God. My legs are the thing that has been bothering me the most! And my back when I am laying down. I will be so glad, maybe then I will feel like getting out and doing my Christmas shopping. I have to feel pretty good to brave the mall, maybe I will stick with Ross. They always have nice gift sets that don't break the bank.
  I know I have a degenerating spine, my question is how fast does it do that. I know it is worst this year than it was last year.
  My brother with MS got a wheelchair! A real nice fast one, I am so happy for him, he asks for so little and never complains. He won't ever admit to having any pain, but we all know, he does. I love my brother so much.
  My anxiety still suks but I have chosen to ignore it. F-it. If I don't stay out of my Xanax then I suffer period, my fault. Every month I vow to do better and this month is no different. If I feel compelled to take another I am going to remember back to what I have to go through without them, and believe me its no fing picnic, not even a snack!!
  My heart breaks for the animals as usual. its almost unbearable to think about, so I choose not to. God Bless Us ALL.

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1742220 tn?1331356727
by meegWpaw, Dec 07, 2014
hey babalicious glad you are going to see the dr.  yes stick with ross its much more tolerable tho it gets busy too

i didnt know that about your spine .  i am sorry.  that sounds serious.

yes avoid the benzos!

i love ya doll


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by breezytoo, Dec 07, 2014
Yes, my spine has been through a lot of trauma. I have been rear-ended three times in a small vechicle. The third one really did a number on me. Add the degeneration and we have one painful spine. The Norco does help a lot, my doctor has asked if I wanted to step it up to Percocet and I said no. I don't ever want to go stronger than Norco until I have to, if you start the really strong stuff then when you really need it, like in the hospital. Then it won't be as effective. I would rather save those big guns for later. Im sorry your bored, You need to grab a girlfriend and go out and have FUN. You remember fun? Whatever you do, remember I loves ya girl!  xoxox Dar

1742220 tn?1331356727
by meegWpaw, Dec 07, 2014
oh yeah ... .fun ...

wow that sounds very painful Dar sorry honey.

i love you too baby


317787 tn?1473358451
by Dee1956, Dec 13, 2014
Hey there, thinking of you. I hope you got some relief for your pain.  Back pain is the worst, Dee

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