Went to go see a Psychiatric Nurse who gave me ideas and hope for getting better. I was feeling energetic and hopeful until I saw my pdoc. He discouraged every idea I have for day programs & therapies and recommended I go on Lithium instead. Apparently, I don't suffer from physiological problems. I just suffer from bipolar. He didn't offer any hope or encouragement. I'm so depressed and want to drink right now!