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No direction/ No energy

Oct 21, 2009 - 0 comments

no energy




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I wake up and pull myself out of bed around 7a.m.  I cancelled plans to go to a meeting I usually attend every day at 8a.m.  I want to clean up my messy house, and I need to take my dog outside for her morning pee.  However, I sit down at my computer and play Free Cell until 9:30 a.m. I take my pup outside, think I should take her for a walk, but only stand in my yard while she does what she needs to do.  I make some coffee and look around at the dishes I need to wash.  Get a bowl of cereal and sit back down at the computer.  Finally, around noon, I get a cup of coffee and sit down in the living room to watch the news.  I fall asleep in my chair; wake up around 1p.m. and take my pup to bed for a nap.  Wake up around 3:30 p.m. Take pup outside, get mail, and sit on patio for a few minutes with pup.  

All day I keep thinking that I MUST GET BUSY!!  I haven't been able to push myself yet to do the smallest chore. I'll keep pushing--maybe I'll get the dishes washed--That's what I will do--I'll make a list of things I want to do, post it, and see if I can use this posted list as motivation to do something.

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