Nov 09, 2009
i don't even know where to start. as most of you know i've had issues with dh's anger. well he still hasn't gone to see a therapist. the anger is about the same. he's only broken 2 game controllers and the tv remote this month. so we'll only need to spend $150 that we don't have to replace them. i got a sports writers job yesterday. it's non paying but that doesn't matter to me. it's something where i'll be getting published which will help me more with landing an agent for my book. everyone else was telling how proud they were, what a great job i did and how exciting it is. what does dh say? "how much money do you get. none? wow you f*cked up didn't you? why would you do something so stupid. you got screwed. you could post it yourself and not let someone steal it." before that when i told him about it he said, "a sports writer? who would hire you to do that? you don't know enough. you still ask me questions. why set yourself up for such a disappointment?" i was crushed. how does a man who supposedly loves you say such mean and hurtful things? then today he got p!ssed at the xbox and spiderman game he was playing b/c he was loosing, threw the controller at the wall, broke it. once he was done breaking it he then proceeded to yell at me. first it was for putting the kids down for their nap early. they were tired. red eyes, rubbing them and yawning. so then he just keeps nagging me about it. then while i'm trying to things on my laptop he continues to pull out the usb drive for my wireless mouse. yeah i got mad...so instead of saying anything i simply started using the mouse pad on the laptop. so he says "you know what. f*ck you. i can't stand talking to you..." blah blah blah.
why do men have to be such @$$holes? why couldn't he just say " good job honey." "i'm proud of you sweetheart." or even an "atta girl". something positive.