Nov 09, 2009
I noticed that my tracker is a day behind me. I stopped totally on the 4th...that is 6 days. I really stopped a little the day before, but I figure out of my system stopped 6 days ago! Woohoo.
I'm feeling pretty good. Seem to have a dull headache at times or it could be brain fog. The RBS got to me last night at first, but managed to sleep. All in all, the journey has been pretty easy. I can feel the cravings calling now though. I turn around to look for something...something is missing. It's the pill. Just the action of taking it. I miss that right now, but this too shall pass. I'm going to chew some gum, maybe have a vitamin or B12....and get over it for now.
I feel like taking a nap. Fatigue and boredom are my triggers when working. Hard to focus. This is when I miss the tramadol, but I know it didn't really focus me. I've been underperforming for awhile now.
Hanging in there...thinking about what my long term recovery process will be.