Nov 23, 2009
I'm so frustrated right now. I don't even know.. *#%*(@
My friend's been especially mean to me lately, and it seems like it's only me. And I don't know WHAT I'm doing to provoke it. I'll just go through today, for example.
I went to school late because I didn't feel well this morning, so I came in during third period and she doesn't even bother asking why I was late (we have all the same classes too), she just said "hey b****, I need my world studies notes back!" And I nodded and said I'd give them back once we got into the classroom. When we got into the room I handed them back and asked if I could look them over again in intervention and she goes, "UGH! You've had them for like a week!" And I said, "No.. I had them over the weekend, and I was gone so I didn't get to look at them." And she starts grumbling, "Well it's your fault you know." and I said, "Yeah... I know." and she just goes, "Yeah. Your fault." Like I didn't already know? Then she kept yelling at me randomly during class. I just got to the point where I ignored her for the rest of that class.
The next class she basically told me that my opinion didn't matter and told me I was stupid or a dumba$$ numerous times. A few classes later she kept telling me to shut up so she could talk, then I asked her to hold on so I could finish writing my definitions and she said, "GOD, you made me forget what I was going to say! It was important! Thanks, Danielle. Thanks a lot, b****."
Last period, we had a HUGE test that I was cramming for. I was studying with my friend (ex best friend), Courtney, and she kept interupting me so I asked her to be quiet so I could study. She had a little tantrum and just didn't talk to me. During the test everyone was talking. I mean EVERYONE. I turned around and talked to Courtney every once in a while.. When the bell rang she freaked out because she had just finished her test and complained that everyone was talking. I said, "Yeah... it was really loud in there. But the test wasn't that hard.." And she glares and practically yells, "YOU WERE TALKING TOO, YOU KNOW!" And I said, "Yeah.. I know....?" And just has this freakout attack.
I was so frustrated. I just started crying after she left and I thought it was PATHETIC that my ex best friend had to comfort me. $*Y^@)($&@