Nov 26, 2009
I cannot help but start my Thanksgiving off very down. Below is a timeline of events from the past week....
Found out I was pregnant on Monday (very early was not even due for period yet).
Made a doctors appointment on Tuesday mentioned I was have having minor side pain on my left side.
Got ultrasound and HCG test on Tuesday. Doctors said I had what looked like a tiny sac (even though I am only 3 weeks pregnant just due for my period) in my uterus. Pain is caused by unharmful cyst in my right ovary. Follow up Friday with HCG levels mine were only around 190 which is where they are suppose to be at 3-4 weeks they just want to make sure they were doubling. I was managing OK not worrying too much!
LAST NIGHT I get an email that my test results are available online. I log in to look results are as follows:
3cm cycts in left ovary, but no free fluid.
.25cm cystic focus in left endometrial. Could be a cyst could be a very early gestational sac. If it is a gestational sac would be below limits of gestational age estimation.
No definate inuteruane gestational sac. Follow up on Friday with HCG check and pelvic ultrasound if warranted.
So, basically the doctor lied to me. Then proceeded to wait to post my test results until 11pm night before thanksgiving so I couldn't call them today. I have no idea what is going on with me. Or why I can't just have a normal pregnancy like so many others I know. I am 90% sure this pregnancy is not going to work out, this poor baby is probably in my tube, and if that is the case I give up on having my own children. Life isn't always fair and I am not pushing something that isn't suppose to be in the cards for me.