Jun 18, 2008
Life has been one huge roller coaster through hell and back up through earth lately. I saw a psychiatrist in April 2008 and now I know the name of this ride I'm on is bipolar disorder. The sad thing is I never asked to get on this carnival ride, and now they tell me I can't get back off. But, I'm sure there are bound to be some thrills along the way, and my husband and friends are waving at me from below, encouraging me to go on. And one day I will find a purpose for this life and fulfill it. I know God is in control and He made me the way I am for a reason. He supplied me with enough help to get through the worst days. I just keep on living, and the sun rises even when my world spins backward.