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I BELIEVE

Dec 02, 2009 - 0 comments

MY LIFE HAS BEEN A SERIES OF UPS AND DOWNS.
HERE THEN THERE.
NEVER KNOWING IF I DID IT RIGHT
OR IF I WAS WRONG
BUT IN THE BACK OF MY MIND
I WONT FORGET  THERE IS A PURPOSE TO
EVERYTHING I DO OR SAY.

For the past 3 years I have been in terrible pain. Just waiting for the end. I have(cryptogenic liver disease with cirrosis and am at 4/4 end stage liver disease. No symptoms.
Had an Exam on 30 of October. After all tests I met with hepatologyst. He looked at my test results and asked *why are you
here. I answered because I am in horrible pain all over. He asked if it was in my stomach. I said no. It's from my arthritis
To make a long story short. He said If we were to do the tests today you would never qualify for a liver transplant, everything/scans/blood/'... are fine.I told him I was told I only had 48hours to 5 years to live. He said that was dddddd He said I was more likely for me to have a long life and die of arthritis. They do still have to check a small tomor in one of my breasts and a small one in my liver which haven't changed He told me to look for a good RA doctor.That I may have fibroyalgia and should also look for pain management.  IS THIS UP OR DOWN ?????OR DOWN AND UP
IS IT                                         cat33 or 33tac
So right now I'm sort of spinning/ How could a biopsy be that wrong, Did dieting work or the herbs or was it a strong belief and prayer.

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