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Dec 07, 2009 - 0 comments

finally got my tracker fixed...on right date ect lol..
I have taken another small step down in the last couple days..50 mg for the day to now tryiing for 40 for a full day...my taper is at a stage now wehre its broke into 10mg intervals...today I am trying for only4 doses but the wd's are fighting me every step of the way..its hard to focus on anything today..writting, reading, nothing works easier at moment...I am past the allowed time for the dose at the moment so that could be why...trying so hard to stretch out the length inbetween! Last dose lastnight was 9pm...didnt wake and need any till 4am, 7 hours...then made it till 9:30, 5.5 hrs, not as long but harder when awake and not sleeping..all the usual symptoms, hot/cold, sweats, axious...last dose at 9:30am so been only 4.5..allowed at 4hr mark but tryiing to wait...took an ativan instead to try and stretch it out more...I think now that the lower doses are starting my body is starting react and realize what I aam doing lol...god it is hard!!
today is first day that it has been this intense...Guess its a big drop from the 250-300mg a day i was taking...thats something at least!
Well finally at 5 pm I take my next one..dont think can go further than that... that puts 7.5 OF AWAKE HOURS IN BETWEEN....finally...but god i am dyin at same time.....(sniff sniff)

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