Dec 14, 2009
I am over my head. So completely stressed. It's.. I can't even fathom it.
I hate December.
I hate being at home. All I ever do is get made fun of or get treated like a dog, or there's yelling or fighting. I hate being at school because there's too much drama and my friends treat me like cr*p. I know I'm getting depressed again. I can feel it.
I barely have time to breathe anymore. I have so many exams. I'm super stressed because I have 3 B's and I need all A's to get a scholarship. No scholarship --- goodbye college, hello McDonald's.
I don't even know. It's to the point where I can't enjoy life anymore, not that I did before.
Any stress relievers?
Suggestions are desperately needed.