Mar 18, 2015
So a bit of a background before I start.
I went on the pill shortly after Preston was born, and stopped taking them probably around 8-10 months ago. For awhile after I stopped taking them, I was still having a 28 day cycle regularly. But then just over the last few months they started getting longer and longer. My longest is now 41 days....until now. I'm now on cd50 with no AF in sight. I had what I would call spotting about 2 weeks ago for 4 days. But wasn't even enough for a pad. So I've been questioning whether that was my period or not. And last cycle I had 1 day of spotting too.
Just this morning when I went pee, I noticed some CM with a slight streak of blood in it. So not sure what that was cause I've never had that before. And never had mid cycle spotting either.
But I have noticed the last few days, I've been feeling a little sick. And I know if this had been someone else writing this and I was reading it, my first response would be to do an hpt. But the truth is, I'm scared too. If this is indeed a pregnancy, it couldn't have come at a worse time. I haven't been working, so I will have no maternity leave pay coming in. No extra income to help feed this 3rd mouth.
And honestly I've been waiting for hubby's vacation schedule to come in so I could book an appt with my OB to have my tubes tied while he's on a week's vacation so he can help around the house. But it may be too late.
And yes we have been diligent about using condoms, but apparently the 1 time you don't is when it decides to potentially happen.
I guess my next step is to actually test first before getting worried