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Dec 18, 2009 - 1 comments
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Nothing of real importance must  have happened yesterday. My internet was being bratty and so I didn't update and I can't even remember what happened. So just forget about it.

I'm going to bed early for a fri because I have migraines and they're every night and starting every day too and I take things but they just won't go away and when I'm at the computer, tv, driving with the sun in my eyes, anything, my head is just throbbing. I'm not sure what could really be causing it all together though. Wish I knew, whatever though. It's so cold out too.

I had school, I hated it. As usual, but I swear today was particularly monotonous. We had a 2 hour advisory where we just walked around the school. It could have been a lot worse. It was boring, but I mean, you just get over that since i missed C block for it.

My mom brought my car to school for me because it was leaking antifreeze but my uncle looked at it and couldn't find a leak. So I went to YAP and came home after and whatnot. It was the christmas party. Shei didn't go, she was healing and whatnot. I really wish she had. I was being an ******* to everyone I really would rather not see, my head hurt, I was hungry, there were so many people, and I had to do the yankee swap. I don't like yankee swaps. I mean, I don't care, I just hate how everyone takes it so personally. I got Mr. Deeds. Sweet deal. We ate cupcakes and stuff and it was a long party where group A just gets yelled at for the stupidest things because they lack basic social skills, like pleasant conversation and hygeine. I don't care that much since I barely ever see them, but to take them all on alone? It was a long party. I survived though. No biggie. Drove home, and it was cold out. I don't mind driving alone, I just don't like being in the car alone in the dark is all. Again though, I survive. I went to steve's and jordan was there playing guitar. I just ate and stuff. I don't mind steve having friends. What kind of monster would that make me? I actually just remembered I left my food in his fridge. Damn. Everything tastes a little bitter tonight anyways. We watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. I enjoyed it, but my head hurt and I think I'm going deaf in my right ear. All I hear is static anymore. I don't know why. It's a little annoying becuase everything sounds a little like people have socks in their mouths.

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by LiLinz, Dec 26, 2009
Hey, sorry the here about your migraines. I too get them and ONLY thing in the world that works for me is 3 excedrins. Eat some food with them and take them with water... you will feel fabulous :) good luck!

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