Mar 22, 2015
I just want to find a place to hide for a few years. Everything is going wrong. I just can't handle it anymore. I mean I've heard of being strong but this is just INSANE. Since my brother-in-law got sick the world around me has been crumbling.
I have a friend from years ago who has a young daughter who got brain cancer, my high school band teacher is going through some awful stuff from a medication side effect. One of my high school friends dad's drown to death. As if this wasn't enough I just found out that one if my friends from years ago died of sepsis she was 28. My dad's cousin also died of cancer recently, he was not even 61.
I guess it's raining **** on people who know Rhea, (that's me). I'm not sure how much more I can put up with. If I didn't workout I shudder to think of how I would be dealing with any of this.