im the same as yesterday. the repetative irrational thoughts are driving me crazy. i dont know how to make them shut up and leave me the hell alone. i had to take an extra xanax today hoping that would make it a little bit better but so far, nothin. i need to go back on my meds but i got kicked off my medical because they say that my mental disorder isnt bad enough for them to continue to give it to me. so now i cant afford my meds. anyone on a good health insurance plan?? if so please do share you imfo so i can attempt to get my meds back.