GRRRRR.

Well taking hudsy's advice, I did  a HPT today. I was almost sure it would be negative which would show that any BFP's down the road were the real deal. So the stupid thing was positive. We haven't been careful after the D&C, but I can't help but be hopeful. I read a story of a woman having intercourse 4 days after her d&c and getting pregnant. She said her hubby and her didn't do it again afterwards so she KNOWS it happened 4 days after. I am almost 17000% sure that this is just leftover hcg from the miscarriage, but a girl can hope right? I am waiting to hear back from my OB on whether she will do a beta Wednesday or not. It was a very faint positive, but I don't know what the means my levels must be...less than 12 or around 12? I did notice that my breasts had stopped hurting and gone down to normal looking again, but about 3 or 4 days ago they started hurting again. I guess it could just be everything going back to normal. This must be why they tell you to wait till you have your first menstrual cycle, that way you KNOW if it is a real BFP or not. Of course I know I am not that lucky, but darn it why can't it just be negative so I can get to counting again?! I suppose if they won't do a beta Wednesday on my followup I will wait till Friday and test again. Maybe then I will get a BFN so I can't get going again.