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I'm screwed.

Jun 29, 2008 - 1 comments
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illness

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Eating

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stomach problems

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Weight Loss



I'm thinking of basically quitting eating.
If I like ensure or boost or some similar nutritious "meal replacement" drink, that's what I'll be having from now on.
Hopefully it won't upset my stomach.
I don't know what I'll do about the weight loss...

I can't imagine what will happen if I don't get this problem treated soon.
What's going to happen if I run out of class? Will my professors be understanding? Patient? Will my grades suffer?

What about relationships?
How am I supposed to ever go on a date if I have to run to the bathroom, suddenly, every ten minutes?

And then a job. I have to attempt to get a job if I want temporary cash assistance. What employer will keep me? They'll think I'm shirking my duty.

I don't know, I can't stop thinking about how this is going to affect my life once the summer is over. Now, I can spend my days inside, close to a bathroom, with people to watch Cade if I rush off.

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by pattypuss, Jun 29, 2008
I have been the same way for years, if I know what you are talking about. Loose bowels?

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