Jun 29, 2008
I'm thinking of basically quitting eating.
If I like ensure or boost or some similar nutritious "meal replacement" drink, that's what I'll be having from now on.
Hopefully it won't upset my stomach.
I don't know what I'll do about the weight loss...
I can't imagine what will happen if I don't get this problem treated soon.
What's going to happen if I run out of class? Will my professors be understanding? Patient? Will my grades suffer?
What about relationships?
How am I supposed to ever go on a date if I have to run to the bathroom, suddenly, every ten minutes?
And then a job. I have to attempt to get a job if I want temporary cash assistance. What employer will keep me? They'll think I'm shirking my duty.
I don't know, I can't stop thinking about how this is going to affect my life once the summer is over. Now, I can spend my days inside, close to a bathroom, with people to watch Cade if I rush off.