Jan 19, 2010
I haven't been very active on the message board as I have been having a hard time. I finished two weeks of daily radiation treatments last tuesday. Because my WBC has been so low, I have not had any chemo sine 1/4 but I have been really tired. Met with my local oncologist and he is very converned as my bilirubin test reslts have gone up from 10 last week to 15 this week. I have only had 1 treatment of the new chemo combo, so we don't know if it will work. My local oncologist has recommended I go back to MD Anderson and see what they recommend and I have an appt. for 1/25 and hopefully we can find something that will work.
I am working on getting my papers together...my will and other documents. It is hard to prepare for the possibility that I may die sooner than I plan. Don't get me wrong, I am not giving up!!!!!!!! I just want to make sure everything is in order and easy for my family if I do die sooner than later. I do not feel like I am dying...just feel tired and weak. I am still able to work part time and thankfully my job is secure and my boss is great about the time I take off.
Will update the journal when I know something.