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Back at it again..

Jan 31, 2010 - 0 comments

Well wouldnt say its failure but maybe set aside is the better phrase for it.  I managed to get through all of xmas and the new year without falling off the wagon and going up in dosage at all just I was not able to go down any further either due some major stressers that came about over the holidays.  I honestly am lucky I hung on and stayed without falling into the abyss I was at before.  So back at it again, shouldnt be hard to come down now from where i am.  Been on a lowdosage for long time now, so body isnt looking for the 300 mg it used to have all the time.  Do get the symptoms if go past any of the three 10mg doses  I take in a day.  The sweats ect start a little bit.  Anyway thanks to all that were concerned looking for me, i am back and fighting the fight again. Didnt lose just had a berak is all lol  and never not once did i go over my 30 mgs at any time, But thanks to those who msg'd me are the reason in my email to come back to the site and get back at it and not put ot off any longer.  I love you all , your amazing!!   thanks for the gentle nudge back to the site from you all     HUGS!!! Yous Rock!!

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