Jul 07, 2015 - comments
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I am so sad and scared. I went to my Dad's Funeral today, it felt surreal. My friend came with me, she was brilliant and got me through - I don't think she knew how much help she really was. My whole being felt tortured....I can't communicate...I can't explain, so nobody is going to understand. Why, oh why can't I ?? I want to share. I did e-mail my Doctor, because it's got to that time, now he's gone. I need to heal, or, at least solve some of the muddle I have in my mind from the past. I think I'm going to crumble,shake and collapse pathetically. I need to cry right now, but I can't. I feel like I've been violently slapped in the face. Come on Beanie0 please, please. The smile - :-)
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