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Jul 06, 2008 - 0 comments






Went for my first reveal reading and it read more than I thought it would so quickly, even though I know it's been put there to find out what has been going on I found myself getting really upset when they told me they had found I am having attacks of Ventricular Tachycardia.
The episode they recorded was beating just shy of 200 bpm, I felt awful at the time and thought I was going to black out (but didn't).  The specialist has doubled my Bisoprolol in the hope that the drug will stop it!?
I feel like everytime I have a handle on things they find something else and im thrown into the unknown again, each time I go i'm told something new???
I felt like I was in control but now I'm starting to feel like it's taking over.

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