Feb 06, 2010
Yesterday I had a scratchy throat (needless to say that worried me) then, all of a sudden while i was on my way to bed my whole entire body started to feel sore....my daughter has been sick since sunday i took her to the doctor and the doctor said that she has rsv and broncholitis with a slight case of pneumonia...all of these things are scaring the hell out of me!!!! what is i infected my daughter through that stupid tampon incident where she touched it half way out when i was preparing to change it....i cant remember if i caught and washed her hands before she put that finger in her mouth...i cant even remember whether or not she put her finger in her mouth...but none the less i am scared out of my mind!!!! Now i am sitting here...my ears are hurting....my throat is kinda sore feels more swollen then anything and my whole entire body is aching like nobody's business!!!! i am so scared that i have hiv!!!!! i am so tired of living like this...i cannot take it anymore!!!! At this point all I can do is Pray to GOD that when I get tested in March that my results are NEGATIVE...but until then what am I to do....the counseling isn't really helping...but thats probably more so because i havent followed my psychiatrist's instructions about staying off of these forums!!! LORD PLEASE HELP ME!!!