Jul 07, 2008
My first Journal entry...not sure if I'll do another. ;o)
I'm feeling a little surreal right now. I just received the results of by Beta after my 1st FET... and it was negative this time. I am sad, but do not intend to stay here long...it takes too much energy to do so and I refuse to allow it to over take me. I am a fighter and a complete optimist. ;o) So...I will be back at it as soon as I've given my body some rest from all these meds, etc. It will also give me time to reflect, exercise & get my body in better shape. It is a challenge that I am looking forward to. The challenge part, is getting my body in better shape. ;o) I'm not kidding myself, now that is hard! ;o) I am going to start tomorrow...going to start out by walking 1 1/2 miles my 1st week & increase 1/2 mile each week until I can cover 4 miles comfortably. This should really keep me busy. ;o) I intend to be in better shape my next cycle attempt. So...look for me on the boards.