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Jul 07, 2008 - 10 comments

My first Journal entry...not sure if I'll do another. ;o)

I'm feeling a little surreal right now. I just received the results of by Beta after my 1st FET... and it was negative this time. I am sad, but do not intend to stay here takes too much energy to do so and I refuse to allow it to over take me. I am a fighter and a complete optimist. ;o) So...I will be back at it as soon as I've given my body some rest from all these meds, etc. It will also give me time to reflect, exercise & get my body in better shape.  It is a challenge that I am looking forward to. The challenge part, is getting my body in better shape. ;o) I'm not kidding myself, now that is hard! ;o) I am going to start tomorrow...going to start out by walking 1 1/2 miles my 1st week & increase 1/2 mile each week until I can cover 4 miles comfortably. This should really keep me busy. ;o) I intend to be in better shape my next cycle attempt. So...look for me on the boards.


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by shishka, Jul 07, 2008
Hello. I am very sorry about your results. Please keep your head up. You will get your BFP soon. You just have to be positive and never give up.


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by Helen72, Jul 07, 2008
You have an amazing spirit.  I am so glad you keep fighting and moving forward.

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by Savanha, Jul 07, 2008
Thank you ladies for your encouraging words. })i({


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by 40smama, Jul 07, 2008
Savanha  -

You're doing super!!  Your attitude and spirit are an inspiration to me.  I'm sorry about the negative beta - I know how hard that is & I wish I had lots of words of wisdom but it sounds like you're the one w/those words - you go, girl!  Take care of yourself - it sounds like you have great plans - & let's keep in touch w/each other - jennifer

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by Juana824, Jul 08, 2008
Good luck to you Savanha! I will keep you in my prayers!


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by cannotwait312, Jul 09, 2008
Hi Savanha,
I feel your pain. I have been there with my first failed IVF.. I am taking my beta for my first FET tomorrow. I have strong feelings that its going to be a negative. I know I will eventually pick myself up and move on and try again... but it will be hard tomorrow.  I think I will need a rest after as well.. after a year of trying with meds - your body needs a rest.  
Please keep in touch and I will pray for your next try :)


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by FaithNHim, Jul 12, 2008
You are in my thoughts and prayers.



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by Latrice414, Jul 31, 2008
Can you come get me and take me walking with you, i am so lazy and lack of motivation, i do just a little exercising, but i no i need to do more.  Cheering you on for a healthy next cycle, praying you get a BFP i will keep you in my prayers:)       (((((hugz)))))))

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by Alexis2358, Oct 06, 2009
Hi, thank you for the invitation.   I was so sad reading your post.  Try to stay positive, we're all going thru this together.  it *****, its just completely *****, but you are on the right track.   Exercise will help you both mind and body. :)   Stay strong.

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by 43andstillhoping, Nov 29, 2011
Hi Savanha,
Love your name. It was the optional name my husband gave the Doc when I delivered my son 9 yrs ago. I am 43 and still hoping to have another child and if its a girl would love to name her Savanha.

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