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Feb 14, 2010 - 0 comments

Who knew that after a year of immense turmoil, the following year could get progressively worse? I'm really sick of this. Tomorrow will be better, is has to be, right? Yeah, wrong.

Stupid me. I honestly thought nothing else bad could happen after the toll 2009 had on me. I was not correct there, folks.

*warning, I may rant. Leave now if you don't want to see it*

The 2010 year began with my friend almost killing himself. The following week, one of my best friends, practically my brother, was killed in a car accident. A week after that, another friend was hit by a car on her way to school. A day later, another good friend died in a car accident. His girlfriend was pregnant, and I'm still close to her. She lost her baby a few days later from prolific stress. Maybe a week ago, I lost a good friend due to an overdose and cardiac arrest in the hospital.

Now my parents are on the brink of getting a divorce. My dad tried to kick me out yesterday.

I'm working my booty off trying to get into this school for the arts. I'm taking care of my family, since my dad hates my guts and my mom's too busy with her own life to care.

My grades aren't slipping or anything. In fact, they couldn't be better. But my headaches are getting worse, to the point where I can't stand without swaying or getting dizzy, I blank/black out, get confused, can't sleep. So school's getting hard.

Trying to get a job.

I'm not complaining. I just wish things would lighten up. I'm still a kid. I want to enjoy what's left of my youth.

I'm done. I'll rant more later.



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