Aug 20, 2015
I have a a condition of excessive uncontrollable gas. It would feel like a bubble coming out my bottom. If I tried to clench it in it would encouraged it to come out. If I did nothing it would come out anyway. It started at the end of 8th grade. I had gas that would come out by itself and I didn't know it was gas or that it was me when my friend would point out a smell. This would happen after lunch but only at school. When summer break came I didn't continue having this problem. When back to school was about to start I hoped that this problem wouldn't happen again I remember being embarrassed and trying to cover my butt with my jacket but it didnt help. It came to the day of my first day of high school everything seemed fine for about a week but I had my troubles again. It started to get worse farther along my first year of hs. Instead of happening just after lunch it would become before breakfast, after breakfast, before lunch after lunch, and also with dinner too. So pretty much I was having uncontrollable gas the whole entire day but in a growing process. I was so sick of being embarrassed. All my friends and classmates in every class would know about the smell including teachers. Students would comment about the sink. The level of the smell, rating from 1-10 was a 10. I would cover my nose pretending it wasn't me with everyone else. I tried many different medicine for gas but nothing had worked. I had to move to another school bc I had to relocate from one of my parents jobs. At this new school ppl where covering there nosed coughing and commenting around me. I would go to the bath room wanting to cry and kill myself. It sounds harsh but those were my thoughts everyday. My social life was down the drain. I became a recluse bc w/ the friends I did have I would say no to plans bc I didn't want to be farting around them finding out it's me. I would try to go as far away at the back of ever class bc of this farting problem but there's no way to escape it. I wanted school to end so badly for summer break again. And it did but this condition still continues. I'm currently on summer break about to be a sophomore in high school and trying to see what helps. I will be posting in this journal entry if you wanna see what I find out that helps and doesn't. If you hav this problem plz message me your not alone. We can help each other out.