I had a good two days with no skirting or acting out. Today, I skirted a little but found some strength to resist. We'll have to see how the rest of the day goes. I NEED TO KEEP DOING MY AFFIRMATIONS 4 TIMES A DAY! In those affirmations I declare trust in Jesus.
I know it hasn't been a perfectly clean 12 days of sobriety, though I haven't acted out with hardcore crap. But I also didn't want to become discouraged by constantly starting over...day 3 again?! So I am counting progress (but also not viewing hardcore stuff). Today and tomorrow I am all alone. These are the toughest days, but the more times I can stay on task the easier I believe it will become.
My next affirmation is at about 11:00.
If I do make it to 30 days, I will upload a 30 day medallion pic from AA.
