Mar 02, 2010
Today is March 2 and I woke up greeted by AF. I really knew she was coming but it is still such a let down. I've been at this since 2008, I know to some thats a long time and to others not close. This month my beautiful baby boy should be turning 1 and i'm starting to feel very empty, I should be planning a huge birthday party for him but instead i'll be sending a balloon to heaven. Why is life in general made to be so difficult???