Sep 12, 2015
Tonight is Friday Sept 11 2015. I wanted to put this in my Journal, so when I am feeling down, depressed or flat ash want to give up, I can come back and read this again.
First I want to say I am NO better then the next person. Sometimes my Confidence can be low too. I also can get my feelings hurt just like the next person. I have some of my own insecurities just like others. However, it seems as I age the more confident I get. I sure am not on no high horse by no means. ( I used to ride a horse high) LOL
Something happen at the meeting tonight that made me feel so Good and so Proud of myself. I have picked up SO much from MH. Sometimes I will take what I picked up from here and share it at a meeting.
Tonight I shared a few things about my own Recovery, but I also shared about the Gratitude Post that was put up. I shared a few things that people had put in. SO between what I had to say about me and that post (mostly the post) all the people in the room clapped and clapped when I was done. Lots of Smiles and Looks came my way. It was so Awesome because no on ever claps unless someone announces there Days, Months or Yrs. They did not Clap for anybody else tonight, but they always smile and say think you nice job. This has never happen to me like it did tonight. It was the most Beautiful and Inspirational feeling I have ever felt. I OWE it to ALL of YOU out here in MH Land!!
Thank YOU MH and all the PEOPLE that has made my Recovery possible!! This site is one of the BIGGEST reason I have made it this far!
I will always smile down at this site even if death do us apart..Not Yet I know..I only just begun!!!!!
Bless ALL of YOU!!