Mar 16, 2010
I got home from work at 7:15 a.m. and went straight to bed because of all the interruptions last night. (911 calls etc...) I have plans for today but can't seem to get motivated. I finally got into the shower around 11:45 a.m. but now I am back at this computer and putting off the inevitable...cleaning house. I have to do it too because we might have company later and I would be very embarassed if they saw this house. After I finish this journal entry I promised myself that I would at least start and not put too much pressure on myself to be perfect about it.
I am starting my 4 days off and I hope to get up to the valley to see my daddy, he is so lonely since my mama passed away. Everytime I think about her I hurt all over. Its been almost 5 months and I am still supressing the pain. I promised my mama before she died that I would "take care of myself". I have so much to work on that it is almost overwhelming. I plan on just working on one thing a day at random and chart it on this website.