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so your all probably all sick of my mopeing. i know im not even overdue yet so i shouldnt complain.
so last night i had contractions from 9pm to 4am. they got pretty strong and i could actually feel myself dilating! but when i went to bed they started to slow down. around 4 i got up and went for a walk outside (i know crazy right!) and sat in the living room timing them for about 45minutes. they were starting to become regular and i could still feel dilation and a lot of pressure so i decided it was safe to go to sleep (on the couch lol) BAD IDEA! when i woke up at 6am i noticed they had stopped all together. no braxton hicks or anything :(. i immediately started crying and pretty much cried all day long. i ignored all the annoying texts asking where the babies at and got mad at myself for being "incompentent". i didnt show up for work and called right when i was suppose to be there to tell them i wasn;t coming in. im sure theyre pretty mad at me, but i hope the GM understands. i could have lied and told them i was in the hospital but i told him that i want feeling well and wasn't going to be able to work today.
im feeling a little better but generally still miserable. i still cant believe that they stopped after all that time but atleast they were strong enough to actually do some work down there. im feeling wet pretty much all the time, no more mucus plug as i said before i think its all out already. im hoping my water will break so i know for sure its time to go to the hospital, but it probably wont happen. i always think maybe its leaking! but it just ends up being discharge.
oh! i have been leaking milk like crazy all day. i dont think ive been drinking more water than usual so im hoping its maybe a sign that baby will be here in the next 2 days.
i have a doctors appt. on wed and hopefully he will strip my membranes like he said! i told DH id really like him to come for support and for the drive. i imagine ill be cramping badly afterwards and theres a possibilty contractions will start soon after. any experience with this? did it help a lot with any of you ladies? ill probably do a lot of reseach the next few days. pretty sure he will probably set up an induction date aswell incase labor doesnt start on its own.

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by mamaofonetrying42, Mar 22, 2010
Oh girl! Hang in there, I think everyone gets to this point! I know I did and I wasnt even as far as you are...Why didnt you go to L&D? They might of kept you....I never thought my water would brake on its own, it had never happened before. But it did! ((I was worried too that I was leaking)) Hang in there!! Hoping its soon for you!

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by nickieb85, Mar 22, 2010
Hey girl. Believe me no one is tired of you! We all get to that point rather it is at 36 weeks or 39 or 41. I get that way at about 37 and pretty much force myself to walk and clean and finish preparing all of the things for the baby that I can possibly think of. I am one of the lucky ones who's water does break at home (well the last 2 times it did and I am afraid it won't this time) and I am hoping that the little girl starts making more "head way" (LOL) and she just makes it easier on you =) I hope they strip your membranes and it helps push things along. Aren't they going to induce you close to your due date?

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by BradyAm, Mar 22, 2010
everyone keeps on telling me to stay home as long as i can because being home is way more comforting then being the the hospital so i was going to wait until they got stronger. im so mad now because i probably would have been admitted. and even if they didn;t get stronger they probably would have atleast did a stretch and sweep or even gave me pitocin.
nickie- yeah doctors said something about being induced at the last appointment. he should be doing a s&s on wed and then if nothing happens he will probably induce me on my due date or shortly there after.

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by nickieb85, Mar 22, 2010
I hope the s&s does it for you =) Being in the hospital isn't that bad and if they keep you then at least you know that you aren't going to leave the hospital without a baby... I am really hoping that she can get things moving!

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