First, I am angry at my partner or rather disappointed because of what Kris told me. I don't trust him now. It is very easy for me to lose trust in someone. It doesn't take much. Second, we got called to Fluvanna County all the way to Fork Union which pissed me off because I felt like Fluvanna dispatch lied to our county and then put some unit in service saying that Louisa is going to handle it. That kind of "dancing around what is right" is really a trigger point for me. I was already pissed when I walked into the nursing home only to elevate my anger by the terrible treatment and ******** that goes on in nursing homes. The man was unresponsive and the LPN was more worried about HIPPA than this man's life. When are these dumbasses in nursing homes going to figure out that DNR means do not resuscitate not do not treat!!!! So, I am in a really bad mood today. Also, I came into having problems with the computer, no paper to print and the TV is driving me MAD! I am very sensitive right now and I know that when I am in this state I react impulsively and blow off. I made my appointment with my "new" therapist. I am hoping that I like her, see seems very nice and exactly what I need to help me progress.
The only problem is I have identified my trigger points now what do I do when they present? What actions can I take or not take that will diminish the effect and pull me through the other side without any drama. This is where I hope this therapist will come in handy. Right now, I am going to stay to myself so I don't say or do something I will regret.
My Moods 2010