Jul 20, 2008
its not ******* fair, it's a nightmare, she died at **** not even 12 years of age, what a beautiful girl, i think about her almost every day for over thirty years, so beautiful so brave, she used to get me into the shelter sheds at school and ask me to kiss her, i once walked ( at age 11 ) a kilometer or so in the rain just to view her house from a distance. Cancer took her life away, what a beautiful girl she was, she would be married by now have kids of her own, she has missed out on so much, i almost feel ashamed, then again i have lived REALLY lived , everything so much fun that i know she never even had the chance to experience. Why would that happen.People want GOD in their world to they think something there loves them, i cant come at it, if there is a GOD he certainly hates us all. Why take that girls life so ******* early, she thought i was wonderful, i just hope that the ****** way she was taken, that her short life was worth it, she wore a wig to school, and she showed me once with out it on, and i just thought she was so pretty, it breaks my ******* heart when i think about her. WHy would you be born just to experience care from me, and then just be taken away. I move between being so angry to crying like i am now. WHOLLY **** its been 20+ years and it the news of her death is just like yesterday, its effected me more over the years as i grew into an adult. I cant even begin to imagine the pain her parents went through when she died, i guess they either went life is fragile enjoy it NOW, or they just ******* died inside. Ahhh the pain in my heart for her
, ive lived i could die now, ive really ******* lived. She never had a chance, never had a chance .......