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I'm tired of fighting

Dec 01, 2015 - 2 comments
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dealing with anxiety

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Anxiety Disorder

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Anxiety

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Panic Anxiety Syndrome

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stress

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stress management

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Stress and anxiety

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I need help

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Advice

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looking for advice



I haven't worked in probably 10 years. I am in and out of institutions. I have a very severe problem coping and controlling my intense anxiety. I'm embarrassed to go out in public most of the time because I feel like everyone is looking at me like I'm strange and are judging me. I don't like meeting new people because like everything else they stress me out. I lost my kids a few years ago because I lost control of mind after their father left. I have grandma seizures often. I just got out of the mental hospital last week. I've been to the hospital about half a dozen times the past 3 weeks. I'm an alcoholic and occasionally use drugs to self medicate. I've been to rehab 5 times the past 5 years and I'm about to go back. My doctor has been encouraging me to get on disability. I've applied  a couple times but because of my unstably I've not been able to follow through completely with the process and I don't know how to fill out the function reports at all. Any advice would be much appreciated for I've been away from my children way to long and I'm tired of trying to find the light in the darkness. I just want to know I'm okay and safe.

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by missbiss137, Dec 07, 2015
Sorry to hear of your troubles.
I am sure that there would be someone at disability or perhaps your medical team that would be able to help you fill out the forms. Maybe even a friend. Some of the forms can be long and intimidating especially when you are not in the right state of mind to be able to concentrate. Perhaps call the disability place, explain you need help to fill them out and ask their advice.

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by Itsmejj, Dec 07, 2015
Contact any lawyer that deals with disability. Most will come to you if needed an they will gladly help you do everything necessary to apply, even fight a denial by disability. Make a call and see if there is one who can take your basic info and do most of the complicated part for you. I hope u figure it out.

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