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Dec 25, 2015 - 0 comments

I actually actively think about suicide a lot and I'm not even able to be considered depressed.  I mainly do because I think I should've a long time ago with how my life keeps getting worse and worse overall.  It's probably because my self esteem is so bad.  I tried to kill myself while I was in Australia because my ex-wife and her family were trying to make me go against my basic beliefs and I wasn't even upset when I tried to do it.  Then when it was discovered I attempted it she told me if I ever tried anything like that again she was going to "dump [my] *** in hospital and abandon [me]" and the only thing I was thinking at the time was "well better get it right next time then".

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