Dec 30, 2015
i'm going to my grandmother's funeral today. i'm so afraid of death now, i guess i've gone from one extreme to another, now terrified of something i used to crave. anyone can die at anytime, whenever someone gets in a car i'm sure that they're gone forever, if they don't respond, if they use the oven, if they go to sleep they're dead. oh well.
i sleep so much now, it seems to be my escape from the chaos around me.