Jan 02, 2016
Another day... Another dollar. Nothing new.
Pretty foggyish & hard to focus (yet, completely focuses at same time... Unable to explain that...)
still. Wonder if it's something to do with 1 of my new Vitamins or the short days, cold snap,
finances, or, That sad time of the year I think of Justin.. Maybe it's just everything.
Still empty... Maybe I'm blocking emotions so I don't get sad again. I don't know, really
"not here" yet completely unable to shut my thoughts off...
Explain that one...
Kind of maybe in a day dream state making my way through each day lately.
Briefed by periods of emotion...
Know I'm thinking because I'm functioning... Not sure really..