Jan 17, 2016
i've been super overwhelmed lately. i haven't self harmed in over a week but i'm constantly fighting it. we went to a furniture store and i felt like i was going to have a meltdown the whole time because i was super overstimulate, but i didn't tell anyone so next we went to a super loud restaurant. i finally had a meltdown when we got home because i was super frazzled and then my mom told me i couldn't use the fabric i wanted for my kylo ren costume and she told me to use a trench coat instead. i had already planned the whole thing and i'd been thinking about it all day and then she tried to convince me that she knew more about kylo ren than me and i got really mad which i guess is a little self-centered. now my mom is still watching the shows about sexual assault and it makes victims look like helpless little kids and it makes children seem like they don't understand when people talk to them.