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"What do I think God meant when he gave me infertility?"

Apr 23, 2010 - 10 comments

I wanted to share this blog post with everyone. It was sent from a friend in my support group.

"What do I think God meant when he gave me infertility?

"I think he meant for my husband and I to grow closer, become stronger, love deeper. I think God meant for us to find the fortitude within ourselves to get up every time infertility knocks us down. I think God meant for our medical community to discover medicines, invent medical equipment, create procedures and protocols. I think God meant for us to find a cure for infertility.

"No, God never meant for me not to have children. That's not my destiny; that's just a fork in the road I'm on. I've been placed on the road less traveled, and, like it or not, I'm a better person for it. Clearly, God meant for me to develop more compassion, deeper courage, and greater inner strength on this journey to resolution, and I haven't let him down.

"Frankly, if the truth be known, I think God has singled me out for a special treatment. I think God meant for me to build a thirst for a child so strong and so deep that when that baby is finally placed in my arms, it will be the longest, coolest, most refreshing drink I've ever known.

"While I would never choose infertility, I can not deny that a fertile woman could never know the joy that awaits me. Yes, one way or another, I will have a baby of my own. And the next time someone wants to offer me unsolicited advice I'll say, "Don't tell me what God meant when he handed me infertility. I already know."

We can ch0ose to find the joy in each day God gives us or we can waste the day with worry and sorrow. I ch0ose joy! You are all in my prayers each and every day!



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by PrincessJam, Jun 22, 2010
I love this! I want to share it with my husband. Thanks for posting :)

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by waitingformysunshine, Jul 12, 2010
I needed to find this today!  Thank you for posting it!  It has made my day!!

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by Kimberleigh2208, May 05, 2011
Beautiful!  Thank you for sharing this!  It is definitely a struggle but all you said is true.  God Bless You!

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by juana105, Nov 06, 2011
Thank you for sharing!!! I love it!!!!
I hope that you won't mind if I share it with others, too...?

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by TAGLAS, Dec 27, 2011
Just read this, want an awesome post. For some reason I was lead to this today. I'm 9dp a 3dt your story gives me hope. Praying you continue to have a happy and healthy pregnancy :)

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by marsi2, Feb 29, 2012
Just saw this today....it really touched my heart....thank you for sharing. Even almost two years later it is making an impact!
Thanks,
Maria

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by Jennifer330, Mar 02, 2012
I've read this poem a million times to get me through some dark times. I'm so glad that other find joy in it too! God Bless you all!

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by retta483, May 14, 2012
very beautiful !

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by FairyGirl15, May 14, 2012
What a beautiful set of words. It touched me, even though I had no problems with infertility. But I know plenty of people who has been on that road

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by mikahsmom, Sep 06, 2012
Wow!!! So perfect!! Wow.

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