Today I will continue on my journey to freedom. I feel bad, but I am determined to be free. I felt so bad last evening that I took 50 mg about 5:30, but I still reduced my dose by 62mg from the day before. Today, my plan is to hold off as long as I can- until I feel absolutely horrible, then take a 25, to keep my dose today at 75mg all day. I was going to go cold turkey, but just could not take it last night. My grandkids came over to release a small snapping turtle, and I just gave in. I stayed home from work today so I can just deal with this. I went in yesterday and could not function. With the Nyquil, I did sleep last night- so thats good. God is with me today and making me strong to get me out of the grips of this devil pill.
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