Apr 30, 2010
My count down to surgery, today the 30th April 2010, i have 6 more sleeps to surgery, the unknown . The time has come and now it has im absolutely terrified. This has been on going since October last year and have been waiting to end the horrible period in my life but now it's near i just wish i could run away. Having had major bowel surgery April last year i never thought i would be having major surgery again 12 mths later and also the thought of feeling anything like i did then does scare me.
I hope a few days after the surgery i will be well enough to write back on here saying it's over and a fresh start is around the corner.