Jul 28, 2008
I went to the doc Monday, spent $500 on the visit and lab work since I do not have insurance. I did not have the money but instead of paying a note, I went ahead and had the tests done just to try and find out what was wrong. EVERYTHING came back fine.....I'm normal. So why do I not feel normal??? My pain level is through the roof, I can't sleep for days on end and when I can sleep I only sleep for a few hours and then I'm up again! My muscles ache, my joints ache but I'm normal for everything. Imagine that. So now what? I really WANT something, anything to be wrong with me at this point.
I asked for my pain meds to be uped or give me a different kind, we'll see what he says about that.
I'm going to have to go to Charity Hospital until I can get my medicaide approved, maybe they will look a little harder into what is wrong with me!! I'm so sick of being told everything is fine when I know there is something wrong with me.
This is just so frustrating. I want to go back to work but how can I?
I have so much to do today and all I want to do is lay in the bed. At least my oldest son is home now and can drive me. Lord knows the last thing I need is to pass out while driving and be sued because I crashed into someone because I'm normal.